p$m Günlüğü, 16 May 22

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Well I gained back all I lost from being sick and am now struggling to get back to the gym. I feel like I'm constantly having an out of body experience. Really like I'm out of control and just watching things happen.

So the following isn't diet related but I think it is making my out of body feeling more intense. My mom's back in the hospital. She had a her first seizure Sunday night after the last stroke this past May 2. She just got out of the hospital on the 11th and I thought she was doing better/ stable at her new normal. We figured out how to puree her food and feed her since she can no longer chew or swallow well. Even managed to crush all her meds and put it in an apple sauce or pureed mango so it doesn't taste horrible.

I'm so out of it. I cant seem to feel or not feel what's going on. I normally don't see her until after her health episode and only deal with just taking in the new normal. But to see her seizing and foaming at the mouth was difficult. I don't know how my brother and father manage. They are her primary care givers since they live far from me. I started tearing up when the ambulance and medics were working on her but shoved all those feelings down cause it wasn't the right time. After they headed to the hospital, I felt like someone punched me in the stomach. And again I started to sob but couldn't let myself. I'm not sure why I cant let myself but I cant.

I'm in the office today just to get some normalcy. I feel kind of bad for leaving. Like I'm running away but I needed the break from the sadness at home.

Sorry for the sadness/ not diet related stuff but I just needed to get it out. It's weird sharing online is easier than talking to friends right now.

Diyet Takvimini Görüntüle, 16 Mayıs 2022:

839 kcal

Yağ: 23,68g | Prot: 12,02g | Karb: 154,33g. Kahvaltı: Apple Juice. Öğle Yemeği: Coffee with Cream. Akşam Yemeği: Mango, Red Sweet Pepper. Aperatifler/Diğer: America's Choice Natural Walnuts, Kirkland Signature Roasted Seasoned Seaweed, Meijer Brazil Nuts, Eda-Zen Toasted Edamame. devamı için...

250 kcal

Egzersiz: Gerilme (Yoga) - 1 saat ve 27 dakika, Apple Health - 22 saat ve 33 dakika. devamı için...

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I feel your pain. I gotten sick with Covid & also gained all that I lost! I feel so helpless.

16 May 22 üye tarafından: ArmyMamaBear

I can’t speak for the group, but I totally don’t care that this post isn’t food related. Grief is a heavy burden to carry, and has a tremendous impact on every area of our lives (including our food choices). It’s okay to take a break - to crave normal. Take care of yourself today.

16 May 22 üye tarafından: are1981

Thanks Allegra ❤️

16 May 22 üye tarafından: p$m

Take care of yourself for yourself; allow yourself to process; and give yourself credit for all that you have done… my thoughts are with you

16 May 22 üye tarafından: kdondar

p$m I will definitely keep you and your mom in prayer, I know its tuff and sometimes it's good to have a good Cry to get out how your feeling, God see every tear and he will give you comfort.

16 May 22 üye tarafından: buenitabishop

So sorry. That is hard.

16 May 22 üye tarafından: liv001

Thank you kdon & Buenita 💛

16 May 22 üye tarafından: p$m

Praying for you and your family.

16 May 22 üye tarafından: LT657

So sorry your mom is so sick and you and your family are going through such a difficult time. Watching a loved one who is ill and not really being able to help is so painful. Praying for you all.

16 May 22 üye tarafından: RhumbaGirl

So sorry 😞

16 May 22 üye tarafından: StormsGirl

I’m very sorry about your mom. You were I’ll? . Covid related or not. I’m only asking because brain fog is showing up post recovery from Omicron 2. So, what you are experiencing g could be a side effect.

16 May 22 üye tarafından: Kenna Morton

Your whole post is diet related. Your life affects you, your habits, your eating. I am sorry for everything you are going through. It sounds terrible. How old is your mom?

16 May 22 üye tarafından: davidsprincess

I agree with David's princess. Whatever life throws at you will affect every aspect of your life, including your diet. I'm sorry you are having to deal with this. Sending good thoughts your way!💜🙏

16 May 22 üye tarafından: Diana 1234

Sending prayers your way. Don't apologize for venting because how we feel or what we are going through has alot to do with what we will eat. I pray you will get strength to go through and also prayers for your Mother because it is tough watching your Mother go through that.

16 May 22 üye tarafından: toeat4fuel

I'll keep y'all in prayer

17 May 22 üye tarafından: RN16

Thanks everyone for your prayers and support. The seizure meds seem to be working. Hopefully she will be discharged from the hospital today. @kenna - I was sick but it wasn’t covid. It had all the flu like respiratory symptoms but I tested negative.

17 May 22 üye tarafından: p$m

@davids. My mom is 78. She’s been sick for a while now. Had her first stroke 15yrs ago then breast cancer, and 5yrs ago bone cancer, and a stroke in 2019 and now earlier this month. She’s completely disabled now and can’t move on her own. But she’s a fighter and I gotta just keep remembering that.

17 May 22 üye tarafından: p$m


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